A New Challenger Appears! Making a Street Fighter ENF Parody

After the success of Embarrassed Kombat, I couldn't wait to shoot the next video game, fighting parody that I had planned with Ariel Anderssen. This is why we're happy to release Cammy The Embarrassed Naked Street Fighter!

I booked this before I booked Embarrassed Kombat when I wasn't quite ready to shoot a two person shoot. I had planned this to be a POV style story in which Ariel would play both the classic and new version of Cammy. 

 

 

 

I saw ENF potential in Cammy because since her original design, she has worn clothing that was revealing. While the character doesn't seem embarrassed, I saw the potential for her to acknowledge the humiliation of wearing thong leotard in a fight. I liked the idea of incorporating an embarrassed reaction for someone who is otherwise clothed.

 Perhaps the most challenging part was designing the costume while keeping to a manageable budget. From my friend and cosplayer Jaz, I have learned how expensive cosplaying is through getting materials to make the outfit as accurate as possible. With many of my shoots, I tread a line between spending money to get the desired props and costumes and not going over budget to the point the cost outweighs the payoff. With cosplay and parody videos, I don't mind spending extra money to get a better look. This was the case when I looked for the jacket that the new version of Cammy wears. As nice as it would've been for Ariel to say she already owned a leather jacket with the British flag, I would've been shocked if she actually did. So I did some searching and was able to find this amazing quality jacket from Dazcos. The hat and leotard were easier to find as solid color items are easier to find. The one item I didn't see worth spending money on was the finger-less gloves. I give props to Cammy cosplayers because her gloves are something I have not seen anywhere else, particularly with the thick wrist band. This is where being creative became fun as I knew I could mimic the look with red arm sleeves and spray painting the gloves.It took a few sprays but by the time Ariel arrived, I was satisfied with the bright colored pallet that would become her second outfit. It wasn't a perfect replication of Cammy, but when I saw her tie her hair in pigtails, I got excited because she did replicate the character as I'd hoped.

We shot this video after shooting Exposing Senator Anderssen's Hypocrisy. this was because I knew the fight scenes would be more intensive and I wanted to spare her energy for the two videos we shot. One of the challenges that would be new for me as trying to gauge distance so that I could be close enough to the camera to raise my arms to "block" Ariel's attack's when she fought me while also making sure I wouldn't disrupt the focus when I wanted to focus on her. the other challenge would be the timing of the fireball I was going to cast at Ariel. This in my opinion was one of the effects that was the key gag for her initial exposure of her underwear There are only so many light effects that mimic the Hadouken fireball. That wouldn't be so challenging. the real challenge would be the timing of me conjuring the blast before firing it at Ariel and for her to react in time. I had no doubts Ariel could pull this off as a professionally trained actor, but for me, it would be a matter of keeping the internal clock as accurate as possible. the effect I chose gives about 1-2 seconds before the big flash occurs to "blow her clothes off." What helped in preparation was doing some test shots prior to the day of the shoot.

 When I was editing the video again, one of my favorite moments was seeing Ariel walk back to the fighting arena in her green thong leotard, trying to act calm and collected while clearly being embarrassed that her butt is showing. This was the exact embarrassment gag I was hoping for. Ariel acted this beautifully  from the embarrassed reaction she has to bowing all the way up to her acting awkward with her fighting attacks because stretching too much would expose too much. It really is a marvel to watch Ariel act in ENF because most of this script had little dialogue. Because of the fighting scenes a lot of them were nonverbal actions that she had creative control to fill the time and space with

In thinking of a way to end the story, I try to think of what would make a loss embarrassing beyond losing naked. Another fantasy I had is for spanking to get involved. I couldn't think of a better move to parody than E. Honda's Hundred hand slap. 

 

How funny would it be to have Cammy lose due to orgasm from spanking? Shooting ENf and shooting spanking have two different focus points. I base this off of being an admirer of both ENF and spanking videos. With ENF it's close up shots but mostly wide angle shots to capture the model from heat to toe acting embarrassed as she's exposed .In spanking videos the choice becomes shooting an up close shot of the bottom being spanked and the reaction of the model being spanked. I have seen videos where they provide two cuts, one of the model from behind and another of them from the front to capture their reaction. I could see the point of doing it if we were doing actual spanking but if you can tell from our video, the actual spanking didn't occur and so I didn't see it as necessary to do the double cut of the spanking scene. What I did want to do was shoot two images, one of Ariel's face and the other up close of the hundred hand spank move. so we could do a side-by-side comparison. What I was concerned about with this shot as well as the other POV shots was making sure the camera was steady. I've learned my lesson from Embarrassment Quest about how jarring it is when the camera shakes, even from the subtle movements of my breathing. This was why I opted to use a tripod up close for most of my shots.

One creative decision I made that breaks canon from Street Fighter is the setting of the story. I like expanding the universe of characters I wrote, which includes expanding the world they are in. Rather than re-create the setting of Street Fighter, I liked the idea of merging Cammy into the realm of Aidos with Quokkan in the Embarrassed Kombat universe. This is because I want to expand the idea of what's possible for martial arts characters to fight and strip each other. Both Mortal Kombat and Street Fighter have dozens of characters and with the merging of Embarrassed Kombat and Cammy the Embarrassed Naked Street Fighter, I'm excited to continue expanding this world. 

Ariel and I were both tired by the end of shooting, but we had a lot of fun choreographing the fight scenes. Nothing makes me happier than when I see models like Ariel, smiling with glee before we record because of how game they are.The last three videos - Embarrassed Kombat, Shego Exposed in her Tighty Whities, and Cammy the Embarrassed Street Fighter have helped me identify a niche I enjoy filming, and that's cosplay parodies of video games or pop culture. I can't say that I will only film these shoots but I have had so much fun collecting the items and costumes to make the look as accurate as possible. The magic of seeing the model make the character come to life is even more enjoyable for me. At the end of the day, what is fulfilling for me is making ENF/EUF videos.  I am new to this game, I have to honor the many talented producers before me and I often do praise their work when I review the videos I purchase from their stores in my newsletter. What makes ENF interesting is coming up with unique concepts to make an idea that has is simple - exposing and embarrassing someone, unique and with cosplay I have found the spark of inspiration that has spread like a fire. That fire does not spread without your support, Embarrassed Kombat and Shego Exposed in her Tighty Whities have both been the top #1 ENF clip on c4s and so I am listening to y'all when I see what you like most. I hope you enjoy this one. 

Shooting an ENF video game sequel

 We're ending the year with another video game ENF parody! I'm happy to release Embarrassment Quest 2, with the return of Riley Jane! Embarrassment Quest was one of the few videos that had multiple positive comments (this always helps my stores so if you like them, please rate and review!). Rather than do another combat based story, I wanted to film another trope in video games - selling items or in this case, clothes!

 

                                             Selling and robbing clothes of townsfolk in Skyrim
 

I feel like I have seen this setup earlier in my days playing video games, but where I saw the specific idea was in the web series, The Guild. In it, one of the players has his keyboard hijacked by the protagonists, and they sell his avatars' clothes until he is left naked although it is never shown. In video games, like in reality, we want to dress our characters, who are sometimes an extension of ourselves, in the best/most badass look possible. This is why I like the idea of stripping away that "best self" and exposing one that we wouldn't want to be seen, because I find that this is best type of exposure and embarrassment. The heart-print underwear is always a favorite of mine, but it was also my nod to a classic video game Ghouls N' Ghosts, where the Knight in that came will be exposed in his strawberry-print underwear when his armor is destroyed by one hit (I just learned that it is strawberries NOT hearts!)

Initially my plan was to have Riley strip in one long cut as she negotiated for the sword she needs to use to slay the dragon. It occurred to me the day before that a more "video game" effect would be a jump cut where her clothes vanish after confirming the sale of an item. In one way, this would make shooting easier because it makes for a shorter take before cutting and moving to the next clip. The challenge becomes in having Riley freeze and then start the next take in as close of of a position that resembles the last one. Overall this went smoothly, with some very small differential placements. What helped as setting up the merchant table and leaving some items in frame that remained still in between each cut.

 

The other challenge was adding the other images/sounds/music to mimic a video game. The first time doing this in Embarrassment Quest it took two days. This time around things went a bit quicker now that I knew what animations I wanted. The added time can be exhausting but looking at the final cut make it all worth it because all of these elements remind me of video games I used to play. 

 

 

This was also the film that made me laugh the most, so much so I ruined some takes because I couldn't contain my laughter. I knew using the confetti popper was going to be funny, but the large amount of confetti that shot out made me laugh so hard. To avoid laughing on take two, I had to look away. Riley absolutely understood the idea, how it was meant to be silly and over-the-top, breaking the meta by writing her as a player who is aware there is a game. 

 

I couldn't wait to release Embarrassment Quest 2 and I hope y'all enjoy that in addition to the first. I don't know when I'll shoot a third sequel but I do have some ideas that I will save in the future because there are so many tropes I can make fun of.

Izzie Robbins is back! Paying homage to an old classic ENF moment in cinema

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The Bigger & Barer sale and my newest ENF video Haunted House of Humiliation

It's hard to believe summer is over. Before it ends I have lots of exciting things in store for this month and for sENFtember. As you all know, The Immodest Collection volume 4 will be released on 9/1, the first day of sENFtember. The book will feature the return of Erica Hardy and Caitlin McNally from The Immodest Collection volume 1 , The Mistress and Riot from the Immodest Collection volume 2, and Rana Halaweh from Indecent Exposure Therapy To give folks who have not read these books a chance to catch up, for the whole month of August, I am running the Bigger and Barer sale! From now until 8/31/24, you can get the Immodest Collections volumes 1 and 2 AND Indecent Exposure Therapy each for 50% off! That's $1.50 for each story. So, with the final month of summer, use that time to catch up on some spicy exposed and embarrassed erotica and turn up the heat even more! Each book can be purchased on Smashwords . I hope everyone who has not read these books gets a chance to cash in on more enf/euf erotica! In addition, I will be releasing a free story featuring Riot and The Mistress that takes place between the Immodest Collection volume 2 and 4 on my Medium page

Because of these writing projects, I took a month off from filming. So when I resumed again, I was ready to get back into the swing of things with filming and took a step into another area of growth for me, and that was shooting two ENF films back to back.

I previously hesitated into doing two in a row because I did not know the length of time it would take to shoot one clip. I wanted to give myself time to mentally process directing, adjusting lights, and filming and the first 5 films took roughly about 4 hours each. However to be more cost effective, I know a lot of professionals shoot multiple clips within that 4 hour time frame. This makes sense in terms of being cost effective, especially when it comes to booking a shoot space.

So once I found a location I was excited to work with Violet Vixen and Devious Skunk again. My long term goal is to work with a wide range of models but since I'm still new and I have such good fun shooting with both Violet and Skunk, I knew it would be a fun process.

The concept I wanted to do was a relatively simple ENF storyline in terms of setting up ENF gags and a common plot that I see is a real estate agent visiting a house story. The idea is always a model going into rooms with their clothes disappearing. It seems like a basic idea but that was where the fun came in writing the characters. With Violet I envisioned her being a Type A, bossy real estate agent obsessed with a perfect record so that when she is exposed, it makes the contrast nice in terms of focusing on her humiliation. 

 

 

The challenges to this shoot. Which I am still trying to figure out is making seamless cuts between pre and post stripping. For ease of shooting, I break things in chunks so that dialogue is easier to act out and memorize. I also think this makes for stronger performances as there is mental effort put into wondering what the next line is. 

Of course, a seamless cut makes for a smoother transition but here in lies one of the challenges to directing. I could do take after take hoping that the model will eventually get a long page of dialogue down in one take without any slip ups. However, there are other things to keep in mind and that's the models physical and mental well being. It was HOT that day, at least into 90 degree range and to keep sound off I had to switch between turning air conditioners on and off for sound. Violet and Skunk each had to wear business attire and so the risk of doing take after take could have been exhaustion or worse dehydrating them to the point of passing out which I did not want. So making sure water was in supply and also doing as much as I can to minimize wait time wad this shoots lesson, which meant stopping longer to review my shots and make sure I got what I needed before moving forward. 

 

I also have learned more about writing in that I need to trim up and be concise with dialogue. When I write scripts I'm used to pouring the dialogue out as it flows through my imagination, cutting up bits I don't feel are needed later. Much of the extra dialogue is what I think is embarrassing for the character but not exactly what the model will think when they make acting choices. It also adds unnecessary time to shooting because the model wants to do their best to get the lines right and it can be easier on them if I cut out the excess that isn't important. 

I also learned a lot about my own stamina for shooting as it was essentially a full work day. While I was tired by the end, it was satisfying to walk away with two full clips that have been fun editing. Violet stars in Haunted House of Humiliation, in which a real estate agent finds out why anyone who buys the home abandons it out of fear of being stripped naked and spanked. It is available now on my MV page. Skunks film will be not so much a part two and more of a sequel to this story which I will reveal likely at the start of October for the scary season.

As always I appreciate the support from you all and hope you enjoy the latest ENF film!

Getting blasphemous for the 4th of July

I never celebrated Independence Day and today feels particularly surreal in light of all of the recent Supreme Court rulings that empower cities to imprison the homeless, allow bribery for politicians, and for presidents to rule despite being tried for crimes. I've not been a good mental space this week as a result. But, something that gives me a sense of joy, which is important to manage in times of despair and hopelessness to allow survival to fight. So for Independence Day, we're getting blasphemous as I release my newest ENF/EUF film, The Embarrassed Naked Nun

June ended with me feeling slightly burnt out, much of it stemming from work but also in finding what my mental/emotional limit is in terms of shooting ENF films. The most recent film, The Embarrassed Naked Nun was the third film I shot in this month. It of course was fun and a great learning experience and also a bit more exhausting this time around since we shot it at night. As fun as this has been, it also takes time to recover. I love the editing process and it keeps me from being present and engaging in rest on the weekends, which is the only chance I have to recover. With 3 shoots booked in one month I realize I need to find a more balanced schedule with shooting so that it can still be fun for me and also be sustainable long term. 

Each shoot comes with excitement and also anxiety. The anxiety stems from my own worry about not knowing what to do if a shot doesn't work out or if I'm running behind. So that energy carries in the weeks leading up to the shoot. This gets added when I think of location, getting props, and planning my shots. It would be one thing if this was my sole job, but I also work in healthcare slightly over 40 hours. While it was nice to see I could do multiple shoots in one month, I am glad to have seen that this might be my ceiling for now and why for July I'll take a break from shooting so I can focus on wrapping up the Immodest Collection volume 4.

I am glad I was able to complete Embarrassed Naked Nun before this break. This was one of the first shoots I had on my list of ones to prioritize. I have plans to upload things on Clips4Sale and needed 10 videos. Being brand new to this, I wanted to keep story lines simple in terms of shooting, things that wouldn't require a lot of setup/tricks for the exposure scenes. Officer Undressed was easy because Skunk would simply strip in and out of a room that was off camera, which would make editing easier. Ariel Anderssen would strip in real time as part of her story in Embarrassment is Forever and so it was just a still shot on her for the whole clip. 

Embarrassed Naked Nun was planned to be my third film but was delayed after had the confidence to film Embarrassment Quest and Cat Embarrasses the Cartoonist. The Nun script was simple in that the Nun would get stripped as the possessed Matthew turns the lights off. My friend Violet Vixen is someone I met in the local kink community and have enjoyed doing rope scenes before. When I proposed shooting ENF with her she was totally down. She was also new to ENF so it was fun to introduce a new performer to this kink and see how she approached her character. 

 

It took Violet some time to get the sense of her character, but once we got to the stripping scene, she started to get the contrast between the shy-nice-timid seeming Sister Francesca and the kinky, expletive using, sexually repressed  nun that is slowly exposed over time. Violet helped me realize there are a lot of ways to help a performer with character, I used to just write dialogue and plan to work with them during shooting on getting the performance. She highlighted the other important aspect, which was understanding the character to help with the performance. For example, she learned more about her character as we shot the stripping scene and shot the outdoor scene last. She shared that had we shot that first, she would have had less idea about her character and the context of her conversation with Father Dyart. I appreciated her dedication to acting. Having tied with her before, I felt more comfortable trying the pentagram harness and rope panties, something I was most looking forward to because they were the first ties I taught myself when I got into Shibari.

 

The highlight of this film experience was shooting late, waaaaay past both our bed times (I know, we're truly edgy people). I needed the night effect so that when the lights go out it is completely black and with summer, it isn't getting dark until that time. Weather was also a rival as I wanted to get an outdoor shot of Violet under the lamp post, a slight nod to The Exorcist. We were able to get the shot just as it was about to rain but it didn't quite turn out as I'd hoped, and so I opted for an alternate choice, using the still frame of Violet in black and white and zooming in with the audio laid over. As much as I would've liked the outdoor shot, I do like the eerie vibe of the zoom in to her eyes. 

 

I really wanted to shoot this film because for this embarrassment and exposure story, I wanted to focus on a type of embarrassment of exposing secrets, and the idea of a nun having a very sexual side that she's tried to hide that's represented by the racy lingerie she wears was a hot ENF story. The contrast of Violet in her conservative nun habit to her revealing lingerie and then rope underwear I think makes for a wonderful ENF/EUF film that I hope you all enjoy.

A new ENF/EUF film paying homage to one of my favorite comic strips (pun intended).

Today I released my fourth ENF/EUF Clip Cat Embarrasses the Cartoonist. You can probably notice some similarities between the video and a certain comic strip (emphasis on stripped ;). Yes, this is an homage to the Garfield comic strip. This was inspired by an artist who I will discuss in a moment but I also felt inspired to film this long clip because the comic strip, and Jon Arbuckle in particular, is a good representation of what embarrassment and exposure looks like.

I grew up watching the cartoon and reading the comics as a kid. As i thought about that memory and how it led to my motivation to film a whole ass parody of the strip, I realized that an early kernel kink planted in my mind that helped cultivate my interest in embarrassment came from all of the exposure Jon Arbuckle endured in the Garfield comic strip and the cartoon. I cannot count the mount of times Jim Davis has used the exposure of heart/polka-dots/striped underwear for his characters, with Jon suffering the brunt of it. Even off panel it is implied he is exposed naked and so he should be honored as a legend in the exposed and embarrassed genre. 

 

                                              Here Jon embarrasses himself on the Thanksgiving episode

                                                                         Here he's embarrassed again

 

 

And again

                                                            No one's pants are safe!

There's a particular enjoyment I have from seeing Jon exposed in his underwear in front of his crush. Again this adds a simple exposed underwear gag into an even more embarrassing and in my opinion, erotic when someone we're attracted to sees us at our most vulnerable.  This is still only half of the story. The other half, is all thanks to an artist, who is also an ENF fan, named Miss Icy

 Look...I did NOT expect to have the feelings I did when I saw this piece on my Twitter feed. I don't think I've had a crush on a cartoon character in a long time but that ended thanks to this drawing of Icy's. I love the way the eyes are drawn, as if she is a different character than Jon, and I love the suave confidence in the image on the right. But knowing who she was based off of, my kinky mind couldn't resist imagining what happens when the same unlucky exposed and embarrassed situations apply to her. So when I decided to make ENF films, this idea was in the long list of ideas I had that I didn't expect I'd ever shoot. I didn't think I'd ever shoot this video mainly because I had a specific look for Jane I wanted to cast and luckily, through the magic of Twitter, with what little magic it has left now that Apartheid Clyde has taken over, I happened to find Izzabella Robbins who was up for the task at bringing Jane to life.

I tried writing the script to mimic several different scenarios I remember from the series. This meant setting up a storyline in which Jane was excited about preparing for a date and in her excitement, would suffer several embarrassing scenarios in which she's exposed. The challenge was in figuring out what sort of accidents could result in her losing her clothes? One thing that is clear is that Garfield was also responsible for Jon's exposure, often times unintentionally stripping Jon by doing something where he is trying to help. So, some ideas I had were Jane becoming so excited she rushes to greet Liz without pants, her cat (Parker) turning the heat all the way up, causing a fire hazard and forcing Jane to rush without her pants fully on only for them to fall. Her top catching fire, and a few other accidents that leave her naked (well I did let her keep some clothes you'll have to see what that is).
 

 The October 17 1993 strip was an exposed and embarrassed idea I liked for decades because it captured a lot of my favorite things in exposure: Heart-print underwear, an embarrassed/shocked reaction, and in this case, a unique scenario that elevates the humiliation, that is, Jon is exposed in front of a woman he would find attractive, which adds to his embarrassment as he would not want he to see him in such less flattering image. How often have you scrambled to get dressed and styled when someone you like asked to come over and you felt horrified at the idea of being seen in just your morning image? I would actually suggest asking yourself this question to get a good understanding of embarrassment, which is "What would you feel most embarrassed being seen in if your crush saw you? It is this strip below that inspired one of the scenes in Cat Embarrasses the Cartoonist.

            

 

 In talking with Izzie about Jane's character, I explained how Jane would meant to be intentionally, over the top, geeky/nerdy/awkward. This was fun to watch Izzie explore as we shot each scene, doing an adapted retelling of a story line in which Jon has a date with his vet Liz for the Thanksgiving episode of Garfield. This was I think one of the first times I ruined a take because I laughed during Izzie's performance. In my attempt to tell a great story, I didn't realize how long it would be. At 19+ minutes, this video is almost the length of a full Garfield episode. I do want folks to check it out because Izzie did an amazing job and I'm proud of what we made, and I also understand it's on the pricier side. My hope is y'all will find it worth it as lovers of exposed underwear and exposed nudity. There are a lot of fun gags in here, clothes ripping, pants dropping, silly underwear, sexy underwear, unraveling, I packed this video with a lot of exposed embarrassed gags that I hope makes the price worth it. Because we needed a voice for Parker, that is my voice you hear. I did read lines during recording but didn't like how the audio sounded and so I re-recorded it in post. I hope my voice isn't too distracting from what you paid to see. 

Cat Embarrasses the Cartoonist continues to fit in line with the weird, absurd, silly mood of ENF that I continue to be happy to make. I feel so lucky to continue to work with amazing talent who get the type of fetish content I want to make. This was Izzie's first time shooting an ENF focused clip and so I hope folks enjoy her performance and show her as much kindness and support as you have shown me.

Starstruck experiences shooting my second ENF video Embarrassment is Forever!

 Well folks, ENF video number two is in the...digital folder (I guess we don't use film cans anymore). If you follow my newsletter then it is not a surprise to you that this past week I worked with the amazingly talented BDSM model and author Ariel Anderssen. Ariel has been in the adult industry for 20 years, coming from a strict religious upbringing that she has since talked about in her autobiography Playing to Lose. Much of her content focuses on themes related to bondage and spanking videos. Her catalog is huge so it's worth it to check out her website. Where we crossed paths was of course, ENF. She has shot quite a few ENF videos, one of which I reviewed in this month's newsletter. I would consider her one of the top ENF performers in the industry and that definitely showed when we met up to film Embarrassment is Forever, a parody on the James Bond Films.

 

 

 

I think I first saw Ariel's work maybe in 2017 or earlier. I never in a million year would have believed to ever be in the room directing her in my own video. I was so appreciative of her willingness to work with someone new to the industry and make my silly idea come to life. This was my first time shooting in a different location where I did not have weeks to prepare my shots in advance. I was also coming from work and so in general, I was coming into this shoot a bit more stressed and nervous than I already was feeling working with a well-known professional in the industry. Case in point, I almost had a panic moment when my camera microphone wasn't working, only to realize I plugged it into the headphone 

jack.

 

 

My nervousness did not last because Ariel was so pleasant and kind to work with.The hours flew by because in between shooting takes, we had a lovely time chatting about various topics, one thing we both enjoyed was talking about the industry and the psychology of kinks and why people enjoy various ones. Naturally, that is a topic I could talk endlessly about. I think that helped build a positive energy while we shot and also helped me feel calm and composed, making sure I could take my time with shooting so as not to feel rushed.

 

Watching Ariel's performances in ENF is a great experience. As I've discussed previously, it is easy to see performers who are comfortable with acting in an exposed and embarrassed story and those who seem less comfortable. This is especially the case when acting in a solo video where they have very little, if any, dialogue to react to. Often times it is on the performer to find ways to act throughout the whole clip, finding a pace that isn't rushed but also stay present in character to make a funny/sexy exposed and embarrassed story. Ariel demonstrates this excellently. You can pick any of her videos and know that she will deliver a stunning performance because she is fully in character and improvises for a long stretch of time. This is a skill that not many folks have and so when she was game to work with me, I had the exact script in mind, literally able to hear her voice speak lines as I was writing it.

 

Seeing Ariel perform in person is a whole other experience that I cannot put into words. Because I was so focused on getting the shot and also giving her direction to help explain what I was looking for, I didn't get to appreciate until editing just how good of an actor she is. It is so hard editing because I love all of the takes we did and it makes it very hard to choose one. I was floored at her ability to deliver two long takes without any hesitation or need to stop to be fed a line, she did it seamlessly. Although I had a script, I don't require actors to memorize anything because I want to give them as much flexibility to speak. Sometimes, I think this might may make folks feel uncertain of where to take the scene but Ariel did so well, adding ideas/dialogue that told a fun, hilarious exposed and embarrassed story. My training in acting is a few classes in high school and then 11 years of standup comedy, so you can probably tell from my poor attempt at a British accent that acting is not in my future. However, when I would say a line or make a gesture in response to what Ariel acted, she would use that to make the scene work. While I enjoyed working with Devious Skunk and coaching her through what ENF is and how to act, it was so fucking cool to watch a professional like Ariel act without really any need from my end for specific direction on how to act embarrassed. I've seen how good her work is and I trusted her instincts and skill in making the character Agent 34 come to life. She did not disappoint.

 

 

 

Without giving away too many spoilers, the film also called for some rope ;). Ariel has made some self-bondage videos and being that I was new, I let her know she was welcome to do the rope tie herself as it can require a lot of trust to have someone you might not know well tie you up. To my surprise and gratitude, she was okay letting me do the tie and I think I had the biggest starstruck/fan moment of my life as I did the tying. It was not a tie that was complex or high risk (there is lower risk and higher risk when it comes to rope but with rope there will always be some risk), but I felt so appreciative of her generosity in trusting me to tie her up for the shot we needed. What I like about kink, the skill in communicating boundaries and needs, exploring vulnerable states of emotion so we can come out feeling better about ourselves, and having fun, were all things I got to experience shooting with Ariel. We each made jokes throughout the whole shoot, shared our own mutual backgrounds and upbringings, and learned from each other. I felt like I gained so much wisdom from listening to Ariel talk about her experience in the industry and also just working with her as director to actor. I will hold this memory as one of the highlights of my life, not just professionally, but personally as well because I am so glad I got to share space with her. 

 

As I write this blog before uploading Embarrassment is Forever, I got an adrenaline rush listening to the public domain music play right before she stepped on screen for the introduction. There are some great embarrassed and exposed moments in here and so please check it out and watch Ariel's amazing work. If you are someone who pays for custom videos to be made, I can say without hesitation that hiring Ariel is worth your time and money.  Also be sure to follow her as she will be promoting her next book!

Lights, Camera, Blush! ENF movie Debut - Officer Undressed

As always it's been a hot minute since I updated this blog, much of my updates have since been moved to my newsletter the Blushing Brief, which you can sign up for free to get updates on my next Immodest Collection volume, reviews of other ENF content, and free exclusive flash fiction. What I will say about the next Immodest Collection volume is I'm in the latter stages of finalizing the book. It will revisit characters from previous volumes. The first story will revisit Erica, from the first volume story Knockout in which she has her first title shot against a champion who uses her embarrassing exposure against her. The second story will revisit the Mistress and Riot from The Suit, introducing a new villain for The Mistress to fight. In addition, I'll release a free story on Medium that takes place between The Suit and the next story. Finally, we will revisit Caitlin McNally from One Step Too Far and Rana Halaweh from Indecent Exposure Therapy where both psychologists meet at a conference and discover both of them had their own sensual experience with exposure and embarrassment. Be sure to follow my twitter or my newsletter for updates on the release date!

If you have been following my newsletter, you know that for months, I've been in the planning phases of making exposed and embarrassed films and today I am excited to reveal (pun intended) my first movie Officer Undressed!

 Desperate to get good content for her department's reality TV show, this cocky police officer hopes to get a good arrest on film by busting up a party, despite any clear evidence of wrongdoing. She tries to exert her authority but things don't go according to plan when the partygoers take her uniform! Now she's stuck with the dilemma in which she must get her clothes back but no matter what tactic she tries, she always comes out losing another article of clothing! What's most embarrassing is when she is aware every embarrassing moment is caught on her own reality show. Things go from bad to worse when police arrive and question why someone is causing a disturbance exposing themselves in public. The officer tries to explain while also maintaining what little dignity she has left

 I was nervous and excited when this shoot was booked. The actor, Devious Skunk, was so fun to work with, bringing a comedic energy that I knew would work well in the typical format of exposure and embarrassment clips. I liked her approach in shifting from the matter-of-fact, authoritarian acting police officer, only to become more soft spoken and timid as she is stripped of her clothes, exposing her embarrassing heart and bear print panties.  I'll talk more in detail about how this experience was in my newsletter, but I did want to drop an update here, along with some teaser images of the clip, which you can find on my Many vids page. I never would have imagined getting into filmmaking, let alone making films of my favorite kink. Now that I have one under the belt, and another scheduled to shoot next month, I can see myself filming more of these in the future so stick around for more exposed and embarrassed films!

 

 

"I'm going to use what's called 'Command Presence'"

 

"Stop filming!" 

 

                                                                                    "Oh!"

                                                                          "Yes, I'm in control!"

You can also support Devious Skunk on her platform linked above. This was her first exposed and embarrassed shoot and she had a blast as well, our hope is to work again in the future. Please me kind and respectful for any feedback you provide.

New things to come!

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Reflection of 2021?

 2021 doesn't feel like a new year, it really feels like 2019 and 2020 blended together. I am grieving and angry that omicron has activated the same sense of dread and hopelessness I felt at the start of the first lockdown (note, not the first pandemic, that's what's still happening). All that has changed is where I am in proximity to the pandemic.

In 2020, I was providing telemental health from a distance. I was isolated, but felt less anxious knowing I could trust I was not at risk of testing positive for Covid because I hardly went out. Yes I was and still am touch-starved, but I felt I could approach things with my own level of control, going out once, testing, waiting for results, and going out again. In 2021, I work in the hospital now, and the number of floors turned to Covid units have increased. Staff are burnt out and patients requiring additional care, whether that be substance use counseling or inpatient psychiatric care, are forced to wait due to Covid. it's bad, and what makes me so mad is that it did not have to get to this point. The recommendations have remained the same and were clear to policymakers early on and yet, here we are, the chance to control and minimize casualties is long gone.

Throughout this time, I remained writing, some days taking breaks as i was hit with hopelessness for the future. For the first time in a while, my sex drive was lower than usual and I felt less inclined to explore my love of erotic humiliation. Still, I continued to provide therapy to patients and my desire to connect my embarrassment fetish to a wider audience remained. Then, I had a small idea about a therapist helping a college student understand why she's having naked nightmares. This idea blossomed from what was going to be a short story broken up in 5 sections into my first novella.  

This was the fastest I have ever written a book. I was grateful to have something singular to focus on during November and December. What I have always liked about erotic humiliation is that it is an emotion-focused kink. The appeal is not about seeing someone naked, but their embarrassed or horrified expression in reaction to being exposed. It is their emotional response that excites me and that is why I love how kink focuses on those emotions as well. In my novella, I examined how multiple emotions can come up. One character, Cristina is quite distressed with the nightmares keeping her up at night and the protagonist, Dr. Halaweh, must help her understand intrapsychically why the distressing images are also a source of sexual excitement. I think what made this book easier to write was that I got to nerd out on the therapeutic process and the embarrassment kink. I am proud to release Indecent Exposure Therapy as we welcome 2022. I hope you'll give it a read and enjoy the psychology of being naughty >:). For a limited time, you can enjoy this small tease as a sample.

 

 

Celebrate National Erotic Humiliation Day by watching porn!

 Although it's been a while since I posted, I have not been idle. Since my last post, I've created several new drawings, wrote a new story for Medium, and wrote two embarrassed naked scripts for Jordana Leigh.

The first clip is The Negotiator in which a psychologist and negotiator both have to talk a criminal out of harming hostages. As you can see, the only thing harmed in this situation is pride. I really liked both actor's approach to the comedy of this clip. The psychologist in particular does some great improv that captures her embarrassment while trying to present herself as professional. Although I am not a comedian anymore, I've always believed that good comedy skills make for great acting skills.

The next clip is Hypocrisy , a story about a woman whose conservative, religious boss shames her when she catches her viewing porn, only to expose her boss when she learns that she too has her own sexual desires. Jordana and Maria Jade have both acted in embarrassed naked clips for years and it shows. Jordana does a good job portraying a stern woman, only to wilt as she slowly becomes exposed. I think Maria has strong comedic chops in addition to the way she can still make a scene erotic with her moans and facial expressions. 

So if you're looking for a way to celebrate National Erotic Humiliation Day, there's no better way than to support content creators and buy their porn and indulge yourself!

Other embarrassed naked creators to buy from are:

Cali Logan

Hannah Perez 

Ludella Hahn