Recreating the Lord of the Rings magic to make an ENF parody

 

You may have missed Skunk as it's been a hot minute since I released a video from her but fret not, that was because we shot a parody I had wanted to do since the beginning of my plans to shoot ENF films, a Lord of the Rings embarrassed naked female parody that would be called Embarrassment of the Ring.

 

 

There is a lot of potential within the vast Tolkien lore that can be used to make a great ENF clip between the use of magic, swords, and invisibility. I let this idea ruminate for a bit before I had the idea of an elf who would be stripped and humiliated. After the success of shooting Embarrassed Kombat , I also knew I had an outdoor space I had access to thanks to Skunk. I knew Skunk would be the ideal model to book because she has the talent of creating some fantastic costumes as a professional live performer in burlesque, circus, and other types of events.

 The original idea started with an Elf who would get stripped by an invisible Frodo. As fun as that would've been it didn't seem to be enough, it, like many enf ideas that start off was too simple and it also didn't make a whole lot of sense - why would Frodo, a character that is otherwise wholesome and good, want to strip an elf of her clothes? As I thought about the other plot devices in LOTR, Other forms of embarrassment showed up - a ring that makes one's clothes invisible and a Palantir that acts as a magic porn library for an Elf to perv on. Once I had these additional ideas, I was ready to write a script. Elves have a common trope associating them with being arrogant, cocky, and holier-than-thou than other characters. I used this to create another interesting quirk in the character, Surfeitia, that she would be from a race of Elves that pride themselves in not given into temptation...until they do.

 

 We shot this video after another parody that you will see in the future. When Skunk left to change into her elf wardrobe, I sent time planning out shots for the intro sequence. One thing that makes the LOTR so loved by people is the gorgeous outdoor shots in the film. The story is great and what also makes the movie experience so nice is the overhead shots of Middle Earth. I wanted to shoot something like this with the introduction and we had a vast forest area to play around in. I'm learning more about planning my shots ahead of time and saving time with capturing the exact image I want. It let me shoot more efficiently on this day. I want to continue making kinky ENF videos and I'm drawn towards capturing shots that have a more artistic, storytelling image to enhance the character. This in my opinion, makes a simple ENF idea a stronger story and video when time is spent building a universe for the character to immerse in. The montage sequence was important to create what would be something resembling Middle Earth. Because of this, I wanted to capture still photos of what was a special moment for me as a long time LOTR fan.

 What also made this clip amazing was that Skunk did outstanding work with the wardrobe, makeup, and props. Everything she wears was created herself, which included the Elf ears. I didn't even expect to see such a realistic sword prop to resemble the swords in LOTR but Skunk delivered above and beyond what I'd hoped for. I'm learning that although saving money is nice, spending money on lighting and especially costumes really sells a video when you truly believe in the existence of the character. 

 The choice in underwear is one of my favorite and sometimes hardest parts of making an ENF film. that's because there are so many options to choose from. I was very tempted to go with a fundoshi-like panty to resemble a loin cloth to stay in theme with the fantasy mood of LOTR. What led me to selecting that would be Tighty Whities with embarrassing messages on it was the other rule in ENF that I go by - silly is the mood of ENF as well as exposing embarrassing secrets. An elf who has a crush on both Aragorn AND Legolas would be more embarrassed in showing that off then simple loin cloth panties.

  

  

 

I'm glad I stopped to take the establishing montage shots before we began filming the story because once we start, I almost have tunnel vision with shooting efficiently to make sure we are on schedule and shooting the embarrassment stuff. Had we skipped the intro montage, I still think we would have a great ENF video that you all will enjoy and, with the added shots I have some gorgeous SFW images that I continue to look back on fondly.

 

What also made this story special was I got to see Skunk improvise more when we got to the sequence in which Surfeitia was pleasuring herself watching Legolas and Aragorn undress by watching the Palantir. What you see on camera is Skunk's improvised, erotic and yet very funny dialogue as her character pervs out watching her crushes undress. I gave her the simple direction that her character sees both Legolas and Aragorn undress but then she witnesses whatever kinky, sexy acts she wanted to see them do. Skunk actually shot this twice and both times she did an amazing job acting off the cuff, knocking the Palantir off the table before chasing it out in public. It's always a marvel to me watching models act off the cuff as it gives me the chance to witness their talent that makes them unique and I had no doubts Skunk would deliver a funny and erotic performance. Her embarrassed acting for this video are some top tier choices, the way she smiles nervously as she apologizes to Legolas and Aragorn portrays authentic embarrassment and shame for being caught doing something naughty. As in her first video, Officer Undressed

, there was a moment where I thought, "Is Skunk actually blushing?" you'll have to watch the video to find out.

 

Skunk and I are both LOTR fans and so this was less work and more of a labor of love in playing make-believe with a fantasy genre. I hope you give this video a watch and enjoy Skunk's performance.In light of what is happening with the anti-porn laws through Age Verification softward many platforms are adopting, Manyvids seems to have made this pushes towards SFW content and seems to want to "save" models from this line of work, which many are calling out as an arrogant assumption that people in this industry do not wish to get naked on camera, which is not true. So due to this, I'm encouraging you all to find this video on c4s, Iwantclips, or LoyalFans (Just follow no subscription necessary).

 

Seeing Old Friends and Meeting New Friends - Introducing Elle McKenzie to ENF

 Last month was a busy one for me shoot wise because unlike my typical pattern of shooting once per month, I had the luck of shooting twice in September when Izzabella Robbins was coming back to my neck of the woods looking to shoot. This time, she was bringing her friend, Elle McKenzie. Elle is a model who often acts in rope bondage scenes. Shortly after I heard they were both coming, another film producer I see in the community, I-Love-Rope-Bondage also told me about how great it was to work with Elle as a rope bondage model and that she had never acted in ENF before. I wasn't sure if Elle would be interested so I had three clips ideas, ones that could be used if Elle declined, and two that could be altered to include Elle as a character if she said yes, much to my delight she was on board for it and the race was on to prepare to shoot a video game parody I had in mind for almost a year, a Resident Evil parody that would become Resident Nudist.

 Resident Nudist was originally written as a POV solo model shoot in which the heroic police character would lead the survivor through a house of monsters only to be stripped and humiliated in embarrassing panties. Eventually she escapes but is naked. Although she is safe, she becomes frustrated at the commune because food, weapons, and supplies are not enough, she has sexual needs. This would lead her to finding one of the monsters and have sex with them, with an amusing end scene where she and the monster share a cigarette in bed right before they are caught.

Once Elle signed on, I knew there would be potential to make this more exciting with the addition of a scientist that leads the officer around advising her to take items. In the original game, you have to carry items to survive, some of them weapons, others are objects needed to unlock traps to get to the next stage. You have a limited amount of space to carry things and some of the challenge is figuring out what to let go. With this idea, I thought it would be a great way to have someone's pants fall down, wouldn't it be funny if in having to carry so many items, her pants would eventually surrender to gravity and fall, exposing her embarrassing underwear?

 Re-writing the script with two characters went by quickly and I loved the revision. I had a hunch that two models acting off of each other would be funnier than someone acting alone. Plus, who doesn't want to see two people get stripped and embarrassed? The biggest pain in the behind was costumes, more specifically finding embarrassing underwear. I had a lab coat and police outfit for Izzie and Elle, but finding embarrassing underwear for each video is a fun, but sometimes difficult, challenge because I do not want to buy from Amazon, Target, or Wal-Mart unless I absolutely have to. So Ebay is where I turn to and have had success in the past. Unfortunately, I've had a few instances where the item I ordered didn't arrive or in this case, was never actually shipped by the time Elle and Izzie would arrive. 

I was not worried because this was a minor issue. Since filming ENF I have had a collection of cute, embarrassing underwear for shoots. Luckily, Elle and Izzie are great to work with because they are also willing to help in this area. When they arrived they each had their own travel case full of costume choices, Elle even went out and bought some cute panties that would be a key part of the story - Lilo and Stitch panties! I don't require models to buy items if they do not have them, that's usually an expense I'll cover. I was pleasantly surprised and touched that Elle bought several items for the videos we planned to shoot that day and the idea of both characters being caught wearing Stitch underwear was an unplanned but very funny idea that we would use in jokes throughout the story.

 

 

If you're an ENF fan, you know that more times than not, you'll have to explain to someone unfamiliar with ENF what it is. It is a conversation I love to have but it is a little tricky to explain that while yes it is a kink that for many folks it is something they find arousing, the tone is meant to be more silly and funny than it is overly sexual. For models new to ENF, I've enjoyed directing them to find their comedic voice and capturing the embarrassed tone. I like it because every model's voice is different and their embarrassment acting is also different. For example, Izzy's improv skills are fantastic, she delivers dialogue in a no-nonsense, take charge way so that when her character gets stripped to embarrassing underwear, it portrays a great contrast with mocking her no-nonsense demeanor. Dr. Elle played a scientist who was kind and playfully mocked Izzy's cute Stitch underwear, as an NPC she unfortunately could only laugh at Izzy's embarrassing situation but couldn't carry any items herself. So when Dr. Elle finally gets stripped, her anger at Izzy is a complete 180 from her nice demeanor that I thought was a great embarrassing choice. Anger and embarrassment are actually two emotions that link quite well and seeing someone angry from being embarrassed is not something I often see, usually it's someone timidly covering up and begging for clothes, so it was awesome to see Elle develop her own ENF voice.

 

With Elle and Izzie having worked together before, it made for great onscreen chemistry. They riffed off each other well, I didn't need to do a lot of coaching with story dialogue, I would give them some general plot points and they would run with it. Their chemistry was so good, I actually ruined some takes because I couldn't stop myself from laughing at their jokes. I still laugh at some of their jokes and to me that is a great sign of a good ENF parody, it has to be silly in addition to the exposure. Dressing up as the tongue monster would also be part of the fun, the hardest part was not being able to see because the costume required two hoods to give me a blank face. Again, I didn't need to do a lot of acting because once Izzie grabbed me out of the closet and pinned me against the wall, I just let them riff while acting as if I was struggling to escape from the clutches of Dr. Elle and Officer Izzie looking for sexual gratification.

 

The tropes I wanted to pull from Resident Evil were stocking on items causing someone's pants to fall, Zombies and monsters ripping off clothes, and navigating through a creepy house with traps that would require people to strip naked. ENF is straight forward to shoot, the fun as a director is collaborating with models with the use of lighting, costume, props, to get a certain tone. Horror is one of my favorite movie genres and this was a blast to problem solve how to get lighting to reflect scary in an otherwise silly video. So if you're a fan of the Resident Evil franchise or a fan of ENF, give Resident Nudist a watch. Both Izzie and Elle knocked it out of the park and this was the second video we shot that night, meaning, you'll another one in the future. 

 

 

 

 

Commanded by Skunk - Exploring different forms of humiliation

 Around this time would've been the year anniversary of when I reached out to Devious Skunk to start my career in producing enf content. This comes with the release of Spy vs the Commander - Skunk's Uniform Stolen! This was actually the first video we shot before we shot The Men in Black versus the Kinky Clownians. The idea of this story stemmed from my love of the exposure trope of a character's clothes being stolen and used for a disguise. This is often shown in a lot of action-type movies, sometimes not even showing the actual removal of one's clothes, instead one shot will portray the protagonist and the other character,  with the following scene to show the protagonist wearing the character's clothes. Sometimes we would get to see the character stripped of their clothes and tied up, a double whammy of humiliation. G.I. Joe often used this trope both in the comics and the TV show.

 

 

I also highlighted this trope in a fanfiction story featuring Black Widow in Black Widow's Bad Luck. In this story Black Widow sneaks around, stripping guards of their clothes before she gets caught and is stripped herself. It's one of my earliest stories and one of my most popular ones.

 Thus, that was the idea I had when I created Commander Skunk. I liked the idea of a dominant boss who demeans her soldiers only to be stripped and humiliated as she's tied up in her panties and later, no clothes at all. Still, I didn't feel this was quite enough, I wanted to do something else to make this ENF clip more than just a clothed/unclothed story.

As I have said before, erotic embarrassment and exposure is not just about the nudity/panty exposure, it's about exposing someone's secrets. Most folks have no problems with being seen naked or in their underwear, but it's when there's a detail they don't want people to know about that makes it embarrassing. I thought it would be fun to be in a situation where in being stripped and tied up, that The Commander had a sexual fantasy of this but didn't want anyone to know. This led to the funny premise of her bossing the Spy, to do what she wants him to do to her. We both enjoyed this idea because of how silly it was because in turning the tables, the Spy is now stuck at the mercy of the Commander before she's horribly embarrassed when her men see her caught in the passion of her submissive fantasy.

 

 I thought this would be a simple clip to shoot in terms of the set up and boy was I wrong. Do you know how hard it is to strip someone with a camera strapped to your chest and make sure you have it pointed on the actor? Suuuuuuuupeeeer hard. Once we started filming I realized that I couldn't just focus on removing her catsuit, but I also had to make sure the camera was steady and aimed where I wanted it to. I had to summon all of my lessons from yoga by being very mindful of my body movements so that I moved slowly and not shake the camera. Adding to the challenge was that the catsuit was a lot tighter than I realized, it wasn't something I could simply just pull off.  

These technical issues initially had me concerned because I wasn't sure if the camera would be so shaky it would impact the clip. It was one of the first time I thought about booking a re-shoot, which I now understand the purpose. Thankfully my fears were unfounded as I have watched the clip several times and l love the diverse types of stripping scenarios that Spy vs the Commander has, capturing my love of exposed nerdy and sexy underwear and naked exposure. As always, Skunk's playful and silly energy made this shoot a fun hangout than work. I'm impressed with her ability to write her own cue cards while tied up. We hope you enjoy the clip!

Shooting an ENF video game sequel

 We're ending the year with another video game ENF parody! I'm happy to release Embarrassment Quest 2, with the return of Riley Jane! Embarrassment Quest was one of the few videos that had multiple positive comments (this always helps my stores so if you like them, please rate and review!). Rather than do another combat based story, I wanted to film another trope in video games - selling items or in this case, clothes!

 

                                             Selling and robbing clothes of townsfolk in Skyrim
 

I feel like I have seen this setup earlier in my days playing video games, but where I saw the specific idea was in the web series, The Guild. In it, one of the players has his keyboard hijacked by the protagonists, and they sell his avatars' clothes until he is left naked although it is never shown. In video games, like in reality, we want to dress our characters, who are sometimes an extension of ourselves, in the best/most badass look possible. This is why I like the idea of stripping away that "best self" and exposing one that we wouldn't want to be seen, because I find that this is best type of exposure and embarrassment. The heart-print underwear is always a favorite of mine, but it was also my nod to a classic video game Ghouls N' Ghosts, where the Knight in that came will be exposed in his strawberry-print underwear when his armor is destroyed by one hit (I just learned that it is strawberries NOT hearts!)

Initially my plan was to have Riley strip in one long cut as she negotiated for the sword she needs to use to slay the dragon. It occurred to me the day before that a more "video game" effect would be a jump cut where her clothes vanish after confirming the sale of an item. In one way, this would make shooting easier because it makes for a shorter take before cutting and moving to the next clip. The challenge becomes in having Riley freeze and then start the next take in as close of of a position that resembles the last one. Overall this went smoothly, with some very small differential placements. What helped as setting up the merchant table and leaving some items in frame that remained still in between each cut.

 

The other challenge was adding the other images/sounds/music to mimic a video game. The first time doing this in Embarrassment Quest it took two days. This time around things went a bit quicker now that I knew what animations I wanted. The added time can be exhausting but looking at the final cut make it all worth it because all of these elements remind me of video games I used to play. 

 

 

This was also the film that made me laugh the most, so much so I ruined some takes because I couldn't contain my laughter. I knew using the confetti popper was going to be funny, but the large amount of confetti that shot out made me laugh so hard. To avoid laughing on take two, I had to look away. Riley absolutely understood the idea, how it was meant to be silly and over-the-top, breaking the meta by writing her as a player who is aware there is a game. 

 

I couldn't wait to release Embarrassment Quest 2 and I hope y'all enjoy that in addition to the first. I don't know when I'll shoot a third sequel but I do have some ideas that I will save in the future because there are so many tropes I can make fun of.

Forget The MCU or DCU, let's make the ECU (Embarrassed Cinematic Universe)

I hope folks had fun celebrating National Erotic Humiliation Day, I have recently released a very personal essay in which I process the painful emotions behind my own embarrassment and shame. It's not exactly a sexy piece, but I felt it honored the spirit of celebrating that people who enjoy this kink have an emotional connection to the fetish as well.

This month's release is the Embarrassed Naked Supervillain, staring Riley Jane. This was the second film I shot with Riley the same day I shot Embarrassed Naked Goth. It was my first time shooting two in one scheduled block of time and I wasn't sure how I would do with getting the shots I needed while sticking to time. Thankfully, Riley was game for it and brought the same fun energy to this story as she did with playing the Dark Empress. As a professional Domme, it was fun to write a character with a dominating personality and see how Riley made her own acting choices to make the character come to life. I wanted her character, The Mad Mask, to be a dominant figure who talked down on her henchmen, mocking them when they are stripped of their underwear before mocking their nakedness. I don't have a small penis humiliation fetish but it was nice to incorporate that kink into the story before Mad Mask gets stripped to her embarrassing underwear.

 

 

 

You may recognize a character mentioned off camera, The Mistress, who I introduced in a story called The Suit, in the Immodest Collection vol 2. This could have been a straight forward ENF clip in that it would have been simple to splice up the shots together for the final cut. I certainly felt too busy and tired at the end of a work week to shoot extra shots. However, in the spirit of a superhero movie, specifically the Batman movies, I felt an added touch would be showing close-up shots of "The Mistress" preparing to fight crime. If you remember the comical way Batman and Robin get suited up in Batman Forever, this is the idea I had when I did some shots of my character. 

 

I didn't have a suit or an actor to play the character, but I knew I could still add dramatic effect with some quick close-up shots of me-er-em the Mistress, putting on a suit just before the actual clip starts. It might not be the reason people buy the clip, but it's a minor detail that adds excitement for me when I watch it through because I wanted to give viewers a visual of who would be behind stripping the Mad Mask. 

 Shooting this scene involved less technical effects than Embarrassed Naked Goth. Both films involve a jump cut between a clothed and less clothed Riley. With the goth storyline, it took more time because we tried our best to match one cut to look like the next to make the time switch seamless. Finding the right smoke and fire effect for the demon magic also took additional time in editing. With Embarrassed Naked Supervillain, it took less time because the lights going on and off took less time to edit. Also, Riley was free to act however she wanted to being stripped in the dark before the lights went on. She used this to her advantage as she came up with some great sound effect ideas to make it clear she was being stripped. I had a great time working with her and it made four hours of shooting fly by because we both had so much fun collaborating ideas. I look forward to shooting with her again and hope you enjoy this latest video.

 You can read more stories featuring the Mistress in A Submissive Superhero Gets Stripped and The Immodest Collection vol 4.

Making a scary ENF sequel with Skunk!

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The Embarrassed Naked Goth video with Riley Jane and my newest ENF Anthology is out!

 It's that time again to talk about my newest ENF/EUF release. This time I got to work with another model with years of experience in the industry, Riley Jane. Riley's clip stores have a wide variety of various fetish content. She had never shot ENF/EUF before but was on board with two scripts we booked to shoot at her dungeon.

 

I always feel a bit anxious working with someone new, I especially feel that way when I'm working with an experienced performer in the industry like Riley. I was also a bit more anxious because this was my first time attempting to shoot two films in one booked session. Up until that point, I've taken my time shooting one clip at a time because I wanted to be patient with learning my own filming process.When I started, I had no idea how long my scripts would be nor did I know how long it would take me to make sure I got the shot I needed. I would usually take 2-3 shots per take because I felt it was effective in giving models a chance to get into character and find more effective choices once they act a second or third time. As I have been filming more of these, I realize that this is not always the case. For some actors, doing every shot 2-3 times results in expending more energy, which can affect their performance later in the shoot. It also takes time. I realize now my scripts at a minimum run about 11 minutes, so the fear of clips being too short was unfounded. Shooting this length typically takes almost the whole amount of time I have booked models. While that was okay starting out, I knew that shooting multiple clips would be something I want to try after it was something Ariel Anderssen suggested to me when we worked together.

Another reason my shoots take longer is that when I write scripts, they tend to be dense in terms of dialogue. A lot of this is due to me pouring out the initial idea on paper, in which the character is not fully formed. This can be hard for me and the model to memorize on the day of shooting and if they are trying to get all of the lines right, one forgotten line means we need to do it again and an otherwise great shot is lost. In preparation for shooting with Riley, I re-edited the scripts, trimming all of the unnecessary wordy dialogue out so that when we shot each scene, it was easier for me to give concise beats of what Riley's character would say. In doing this, I made the decision to forego shooting a second or third take unless a mistake was made. This was risky because if I moved forward with only one take and found out a mistake later (usually a sound issue, something out of continuity, a big ass yellow jeep in the background of a medieval themed story -_-), there would be no way of going back. However, I knew this needed to happen if I was going to shoot two scripts in a quick amount of time.

As soon as I arrived, Riley and I hit it off well. I explained to her a bit more about the ENF/EUF fetish and she got it mainly because as a Domme, she specializes in humiliating folks and understood the assignment. We shot Embarrassed Naked Goth first and it all worked amazingly. Riley got the character and did a wonderful job playing out the vlogger-acting-like-an-occult personality. When it came time to do the exposed underwear scene, Riley did some fantastic improvisation acting embarrassed and alternating between embarrassed poses as she covered up her big, white, strawberry print panties. I also knew things were working because multiple times I had to work hard to stifle my own laughter from what Riley said. We all know ENF/EUF is about being silly and over-the-top ridiculous and Riley delivered some great lines that I think you'll all enjoy.

The concept of the Embarrassed Naked Goth stemmed from an oooooooooooold story I wrote back before I started self publishing called Karmic Balance Dark Magic. In that story a goth woman finds a book that gives her powers to stop time, which she uses to strip her enemies. The demon who possesses those powers eventually strips her, exposing her in strawberry print panties. This was a huge hit with readers when it came out and why I, and others like it is that there's a nice added layer of humiliation when we contrast the dark, brooding image of someone wearing goth attire only to be exposed to be wearing bright, colorful, fruit-themed undergarments underneath the clothes. It's a cutesy look that does not fit with the stereotype of what we see in the goth look. That's why I think a lot of folks in our community like the evil/dark character stripped in cutesy undies trope. It's created a lot and it was something I wanted to shoot as I was planning out my filming projects. Riley also thought the idea was fun and naturally pulls off the goth/occultist look. She also understood how fun it would be once her character is  stripped and exposed.

I've said it before, but I continue to be so grateful for being lucky to work with talented performers who have never acted ENF before but have a knack for it. I hope everyone gives Embarrassed Naked Goth a chance. It is a long clip, and I tried to set a price that is reasonable but also honors the hard work we put into making it. It is 15+ minutes of various ways an occultist who wants to be called the Dark Empress is humiliated as various aspects of her style that contradict this persona (stuffed toys, silly socks, cutesy undies) are exposed.

So please give the clip a watch and stay tuned for Riley's second film with me before the end of the year!

In non film related news, my newest exposed and embarrassed anthology The Immodest Collection Stories of Exposure and Shame vol 4: Bigger & Barer is out! 

 

It's been a long labor of love because I wanted to write a series where I revisit characters from the previous anthologies. This means Erica Hardy from Knockout, The Mistress and Riot from The Suit, and then Caitlin from One Step Too Far and Rana from Indecent Exposure Therapy are all features in their own stories exposed to new embarrassing situations. In addition, I wrote a free follow-up story to The Suit that takes place after that story but before the events in Domina Gets Dominated which is in the next book that you can find here. 

The Bigger & Barer sale and my newest ENF video Haunted House of Humiliation

It's hard to believe summer is over. Before it ends I have lots of exciting things in store for this month and for sENFtember. As you all know, The Immodest Collection volume 4 will be released on 9/1, the first day of sENFtember. The book will feature the return of Erica Hardy and Caitlin McNally from The Immodest Collection volume 1 , The Mistress and Riot from the Immodest Collection volume 2, and Rana Halaweh from Indecent Exposure Therapy To give folks who have not read these books a chance to catch up, for the whole month of August, I am running the Bigger and Barer sale! From now until 8/31/24, you can get the Immodest Collections volumes 1 and 2 AND Indecent Exposure Therapy each for 50% off! That's $1.50 for each story. So, with the final month of summer, use that time to catch up on some spicy exposed and embarrassed erotica and turn up the heat even more! Each book can be purchased on Smashwords . I hope everyone who has not read these books gets a chance to cash in on more enf/euf erotica! In addition, I will be releasing a free story featuring Riot and The Mistress that takes place between the Immodest Collection volume 2 and 4 on my Medium page

Because of these writing projects, I took a month off from filming. So when I resumed again, I was ready to get back into the swing of things with filming and took a step into another area of growth for me, and that was shooting two ENF films back to back.

I previously hesitated into doing two in a row because I did not know the length of time it would take to shoot one clip. I wanted to give myself time to mentally process directing, adjusting lights, and filming and the first 5 films took roughly about 4 hours each. However to be more cost effective, I know a lot of professionals shoot multiple clips within that 4 hour time frame. This makes sense in terms of being cost effective, especially when it comes to booking a shoot space.

So once I found a location I was excited to work with Violet Vixen and Devious Skunk again. My long term goal is to work with a wide range of models but since I'm still new and I have such good fun shooting with both Violet and Skunk, I knew it would be a fun process.

The concept I wanted to do was a relatively simple ENF storyline in terms of setting up ENF gags and a common plot that I see is a real estate agent visiting a house story. The idea is always a model going into rooms with their clothes disappearing. It seems like a basic idea but that was where the fun came in writing the characters. With Violet I envisioned her being a Type A, bossy real estate agent obsessed with a perfect record so that when she is exposed, it makes the contrast nice in terms of focusing on her humiliation. 

 

 

The challenges to this shoot. Which I am still trying to figure out is making seamless cuts between pre and post stripping. For ease of shooting, I break things in chunks so that dialogue is easier to act out and memorize. I also think this makes for stronger performances as there is mental effort put into wondering what the next line is. 

Of course, a seamless cut makes for a smoother transition but here in lies one of the challenges to directing. I could do take after take hoping that the model will eventually get a long page of dialogue down in one take without any slip ups. However, there are other things to keep in mind and that's the models physical and mental well being. It was HOT that day, at least into 90 degree range and to keep sound off I had to switch between turning air conditioners on and off for sound. Violet and Skunk each had to wear business attire and so the risk of doing take after take could have been exhaustion or worse dehydrating them to the point of passing out which I did not want. So making sure water was in supply and also doing as much as I can to minimize wait time wad this shoots lesson, which meant stopping longer to review my shots and make sure I got what I needed before moving forward. 

 

I also have learned more about writing in that I need to trim up and be concise with dialogue. When I write scripts I'm used to pouring the dialogue out as it flows through my imagination, cutting up bits I don't feel are needed later. Much of the extra dialogue is what I think is embarrassing for the character but not exactly what the model will think when they make acting choices. It also adds unnecessary time to shooting because the model wants to do their best to get the lines right and it can be easier on them if I cut out the excess that isn't important. 

I also learned a lot about my own stamina for shooting as it was essentially a full work day. While I was tired by the end, it was satisfying to walk away with two full clips that have been fun editing. Violet stars in Haunted House of Humiliation, in which a real estate agent finds out why anyone who buys the home abandons it out of fear of being stripped naked and spanked. It is available now on my MV page. Skunks film will be not so much a part two and more of a sequel to this story which I will reveal likely at the start of October for the scary season.

As always I appreciate the support from you all and hope you enjoy the latest ENF film!

Getting blasphemous for the 4th of July

I never celebrated Independence Day and today feels particularly surreal in light of all of the recent Supreme Court rulings that empower cities to imprison the homeless, allow bribery for politicians, and for presidents to rule despite being tried for crimes. I've not been a good mental space this week as a result. But, something that gives me a sense of joy, which is important to manage in times of despair and hopelessness to allow survival to fight. So for Independence Day, we're getting blasphemous as I release my newest ENF/EUF film, The Embarrassed Naked Nun

June ended with me feeling slightly burnt out, much of it stemming from work but also in finding what my mental/emotional limit is in terms of shooting ENF films. The most recent film, The Embarrassed Naked Nun was the third film I shot in this month. It of course was fun and a great learning experience and also a bit more exhausting this time around since we shot it at night. As fun as this has been, it also takes time to recover. I love the editing process and it keeps me from being present and engaging in rest on the weekends, which is the only chance I have to recover. With 3 shoots booked in one month I realize I need to find a more balanced schedule with shooting so that it can still be fun for me and also be sustainable long term. 

Each shoot comes with excitement and also anxiety. The anxiety stems from my own worry about not knowing what to do if a shot doesn't work out or if I'm running behind. So that energy carries in the weeks leading up to the shoot. This gets added when I think of location, getting props, and planning my shots. It would be one thing if this was my sole job, but I also work in healthcare slightly over 40 hours. While it was nice to see I could do multiple shoots in one month, I am glad to have seen that this might be my ceiling for now and why for July I'll take a break from shooting so I can focus on wrapping up the Immodest Collection volume 4.

I am glad I was able to complete Embarrassed Naked Nun before this break. This was one of the first shoots I had on my list of ones to prioritize. I have plans to upload things on Clips4Sale and needed 10 videos. Being brand new to this, I wanted to keep story lines simple in terms of shooting, things that wouldn't require a lot of setup/tricks for the exposure scenes. Officer Undressed was easy because Skunk would simply strip in and out of a room that was off camera, which would make editing easier. Ariel Anderssen would strip in real time as part of her story in Embarrassment is Forever and so it was just a still shot on her for the whole clip. 

Embarrassed Naked Nun was planned to be my third film but was delayed after had the confidence to film Embarrassment Quest and Cat Embarrasses the Cartoonist. The Nun script was simple in that the Nun would get stripped as the possessed Matthew turns the lights off. My friend Violet Vixen is someone I met in the local kink community and have enjoyed doing rope scenes before. When I proposed shooting ENF with her she was totally down. She was also new to ENF so it was fun to introduce a new performer to this kink and see how she approached her character. 

 

It took Violet some time to get the sense of her character, but once we got to the stripping scene, she started to get the contrast between the shy-nice-timid seeming Sister Francesca and the kinky, expletive using, sexually repressed  nun that is slowly exposed over time. Violet helped me realize there are a lot of ways to help a performer with character, I used to just write dialogue and plan to work with them during shooting on getting the performance. She highlighted the other important aspect, which was understanding the character to help with the performance. For example, she learned more about her character as we shot the stripping scene and shot the outdoor scene last. She shared that had we shot that first, she would have had less idea about her character and the context of her conversation with Father Dyart. I appreciated her dedication to acting. Having tied with her before, I felt more comfortable trying the pentagram harness and rope panties, something I was most looking forward to because they were the first ties I taught myself when I got into Shibari.

 

The highlight of this film experience was shooting late, waaaaay past both our bed times (I know, we're truly edgy people). I needed the night effect so that when the lights go out it is completely black and with summer, it isn't getting dark until that time. Weather was also a rival as I wanted to get an outdoor shot of Violet under the lamp post, a slight nod to The Exorcist. We were able to get the shot just as it was about to rain but it didn't quite turn out as I'd hoped, and so I opted for an alternate choice, using the still frame of Violet in black and white and zooming in with the audio laid over. As much as I would've liked the outdoor shot, I do like the eerie vibe of the zoom in to her eyes. 

 

I really wanted to shoot this film because for this embarrassment and exposure story, I wanted to focus on a type of embarrassment of exposing secrets, and the idea of a nun having a very sexual side that she's tried to hide that's represented by the racy lingerie she wears was a hot ENF story. The contrast of Violet in her conservative nun habit to her revealing lingerie and then rope underwear I think makes for a wonderful ENF/EUF film that I hope you all enjoy.

A new ENF/EUF film paying homage to one of my favorite comic strips (pun intended).

Today I released my fourth ENF/EUF Clip Cat Embarrasses the Cartoonist. You can probably notice some similarities between the video and a certain comic strip (emphasis on stripped ;). Yes, this is an homage to the Garfield comic strip. This was inspired by an artist who I will discuss in a moment but I also felt inspired to film this long clip because the comic strip, and Jon Arbuckle in particular, is a good representation of what embarrassment and exposure looks like.

I grew up watching the cartoon and reading the comics as a kid. As i thought about that memory and how it led to my motivation to film a whole ass parody of the strip, I realized that an early kernel kink planted in my mind that helped cultivate my interest in embarrassment came from all of the exposure Jon Arbuckle endured in the Garfield comic strip and the cartoon. I cannot count the mount of times Jim Davis has used the exposure of heart/polka-dots/striped underwear for his characters, with Jon suffering the brunt of it. Even off panel it is implied he is exposed naked and so he should be honored as a legend in the exposed and embarrassed genre. 

 

                                              Here Jon embarrasses himself on the Thanksgiving episode

                                                                         Here he's embarrassed again

 

 

And again

                                                            No one's pants are safe!

There's a particular enjoyment I have from seeing Jon exposed in his underwear in front of his crush. Again this adds a simple exposed underwear gag into an even more embarrassing and in my opinion, erotic when someone we're attracted to sees us at our most vulnerable.  This is still only half of the story. The other half, is all thanks to an artist, who is also an ENF fan, named Miss Icy

 Look...I did NOT expect to have the feelings I did when I saw this piece on my Twitter feed. I don't think I've had a crush on a cartoon character in a long time but that ended thanks to this drawing of Icy's. I love the way the eyes are drawn, as if she is a different character than Jon, and I love the suave confidence in the image on the right. But knowing who she was based off of, my kinky mind couldn't resist imagining what happens when the same unlucky exposed and embarrassed situations apply to her. So when I decided to make ENF films, this idea was in the long list of ideas I had that I didn't expect I'd ever shoot. I didn't think I'd ever shoot this video mainly because I had a specific look for Jane I wanted to cast and luckily, through the magic of Twitter, with what little magic it has left now that Apartheid Clyde has taken over, I happened to find Izzabella Robbins who was up for the task at bringing Jane to life.

I tried writing the script to mimic several different scenarios I remember from the series. This meant setting up a storyline in which Jane was excited about preparing for a date and in her excitement, would suffer several embarrassing scenarios in which she's exposed. The challenge was in figuring out what sort of accidents could result in her losing her clothes? One thing that is clear is that Garfield was also responsible for Jon's exposure, often times unintentionally stripping Jon by doing something where he is trying to help. So, some ideas I had were Jane becoming so excited she rushes to greet Liz without pants, her cat (Parker) turning the heat all the way up, causing a fire hazard and forcing Jane to rush without her pants fully on only for them to fall. Her top catching fire, and a few other accidents that leave her naked (well I did let her keep some clothes you'll have to see what that is).
 

 The October 17 1993 strip was an exposed and embarrassed idea I liked for decades because it captured a lot of my favorite things in exposure: Heart-print underwear, an embarrassed/shocked reaction, and in this case, a unique scenario that elevates the humiliation, that is, Jon is exposed in front of a woman he would find attractive, which adds to his embarrassment as he would not want he to see him in such less flattering image. How often have you scrambled to get dressed and styled when someone you like asked to come over and you felt horrified at the idea of being seen in just your morning image? I would actually suggest asking yourself this question to get a good understanding of embarrassment, which is "What would you feel most embarrassed being seen in if your crush saw you? It is this strip below that inspired one of the scenes in Cat Embarrasses the Cartoonist.

            

 

 In talking with Izzie about Jane's character, I explained how Jane would meant to be intentionally, over the top, geeky/nerdy/awkward. This was fun to watch Izzie explore as we shot each scene, doing an adapted retelling of a story line in which Jon has a date with his vet Liz for the Thanksgiving episode of Garfield. This was I think one of the first times I ruined a take because I laughed during Izzie's performance. In my attempt to tell a great story, I didn't realize how long it would be. At 19+ minutes, this video is almost the length of a full Garfield episode. I do want folks to check it out because Izzie did an amazing job and I'm proud of what we made, and I also understand it's on the pricier side. My hope is y'all will find it worth it as lovers of exposed underwear and exposed nudity. There are a lot of fun gags in here, clothes ripping, pants dropping, silly underwear, sexy underwear, unraveling, I packed this video with a lot of exposed embarrassed gags that I hope makes the price worth it. Because we needed a voice for Parker, that is my voice you hear. I did read lines during recording but didn't like how the audio sounded and so I re-recorded it in post. I hope my voice isn't too distracting from what you paid to see. 

Cat Embarrasses the Cartoonist continues to fit in line with the weird, absurd, silly mood of ENF that I continue to be happy to make. I feel so lucky to continue to work with amazing talent who get the type of fetish content I want to make. This was Izzie's first time shooting an ENF focused clip and so I hope folks enjoy her performance and show her as much kindness and support as you have shown me.

Starstruck experiences shooting my second ENF video Embarrassment is Forever!

 Well folks, ENF video number two is in the...digital folder (I guess we don't use film cans anymore). If you follow my newsletter then it is not a surprise to you that this past week I worked with the amazingly talented BDSM model and author Ariel Anderssen. Ariel has been in the adult industry for 20 years, coming from a strict religious upbringing that she has since talked about in her autobiography Playing to Lose. Much of her content focuses on themes related to bondage and spanking videos. Her catalog is huge so it's worth it to check out her website. Where we crossed paths was of course, ENF. She has shot quite a few ENF videos, one of which I reviewed in this month's newsletter. I would consider her one of the top ENF performers in the industry and that definitely showed when we met up to film Embarrassment is Forever, a parody on the James Bond Films.

 

 

 

I think I first saw Ariel's work maybe in 2017 or earlier. I never in a million year would have believed to ever be in the room directing her in my own video. I was so appreciative of her willingness to work with someone new to the industry and make my silly idea come to life. This was my first time shooting in a different location where I did not have weeks to prepare my shots in advance. I was also coming from work and so in general, I was coming into this shoot a bit more stressed and nervous than I already was feeling working with a well-known professional in the industry. Case in point, I almost had a panic moment when my camera microphone wasn't working, only to realize I plugged it into the headphone 

jack.

 

 

My nervousness did not last because Ariel was so pleasant and kind to work with.The hours flew by because in between shooting takes, we had a lovely time chatting about various topics, one thing we both enjoyed was talking about the industry and the psychology of kinks and why people enjoy various ones. Naturally, that is a topic I could talk endlessly about. I think that helped build a positive energy while we shot and also helped me feel calm and composed, making sure I could take my time with shooting so as not to feel rushed.

 

Watching Ariel's performances in ENF is a great experience. As I've discussed previously, it is easy to see performers who are comfortable with acting in an exposed and embarrassed story and those who seem less comfortable. This is especially the case when acting in a solo video where they have very little, if any, dialogue to react to. Often times it is on the performer to find ways to act throughout the whole clip, finding a pace that isn't rushed but also stay present in character to make a funny/sexy exposed and embarrassed story. Ariel demonstrates this excellently. You can pick any of her videos and know that she will deliver a stunning performance because she is fully in character and improvises for a long stretch of time. This is a skill that not many folks have and so when she was game to work with me, I had the exact script in mind, literally able to hear her voice speak lines as I was writing it.

 

Seeing Ariel perform in person is a whole other experience that I cannot put into words. Because I was so focused on getting the shot and also giving her direction to help explain what I was looking for, I didn't get to appreciate until editing just how good of an actor she is. It is so hard editing because I love all of the takes we did and it makes it very hard to choose one. I was floored at her ability to deliver two long takes without any hesitation or need to stop to be fed a line, she did it seamlessly. Although I had a script, I don't require actors to memorize anything because I want to give them as much flexibility to speak. Sometimes, I think this might may make folks feel uncertain of where to take the scene but Ariel did so well, adding ideas/dialogue that told a fun, hilarious exposed and embarrassed story. My training in acting is a few classes in high school and then 11 years of standup comedy, so you can probably tell from my poor attempt at a British accent that acting is not in my future. However, when I would say a line or make a gesture in response to what Ariel acted, she would use that to make the scene work. While I enjoyed working with Devious Skunk and coaching her through what ENF is and how to act, it was so fucking cool to watch a professional like Ariel act without really any need from my end for specific direction on how to act embarrassed. I've seen how good her work is and I trusted her instincts and skill in making the character Agent 34 come to life. She did not disappoint.

 

 

 

Without giving away too many spoilers, the film also called for some rope ;). Ariel has made some self-bondage videos and being that I was new, I let her know she was welcome to do the rope tie herself as it can require a lot of trust to have someone you might not know well tie you up. To my surprise and gratitude, she was okay letting me do the tie and I think I had the biggest starstruck/fan moment of my life as I did the tying. It was not a tie that was complex or high risk (there is lower risk and higher risk when it comes to rope but with rope there will always be some risk), but I felt so appreciative of her generosity in trusting me to tie her up for the shot we needed. What I like about kink, the skill in communicating boundaries and needs, exploring vulnerable states of emotion so we can come out feeling better about ourselves, and having fun, were all things I got to experience shooting with Ariel. We each made jokes throughout the whole shoot, shared our own mutual backgrounds and upbringings, and learned from each other. I felt like I gained so much wisdom from listening to Ariel talk about her experience in the industry and also just working with her as director to actor. I will hold this memory as one of the highlights of my life, not just professionally, but personally as well because I am so glad I got to share space with her. 

 

As I write this blog before uploading Embarrassment is Forever, I got an adrenaline rush listening to the public domain music play right before she stepped on screen for the introduction. There are some great embarrassed and exposed moments in here and so please check it out and watch Ariel's amazing work. If you are someone who pays for custom videos to be made, I can say without hesitation that hiring Ariel is worth your time and money.  Also be sure to follow her as she will be promoting her next book!