Seeing Old Friends and Meeting New Friends - Introducing Elle McKenzie to ENF

 Last month was a busy one for me shoot wise because unlike my typical pattern of shooting once per month, I had the luck of shooting twice in September when Izzabella Robbins was coming back to my neck of the woods looking to shoot. This time, she was bringing her friend, Elle McKenzie. Elle is a model who often acts in rope bondage scenes. Shortly after I heard they were both coming, another film producer I see in the community, I-Love-Rope-Bondage also told me about how great it was to work with Elle as a rope bondage model and that she had never acted in ENF before. I wasn't sure if Elle would be interested so I had three clips ideas, ones that could be used if Elle declined, and two that could be altered to include Elle as a character if she said yes, much to my delight she was on board for it and the race was on to prepare to shoot a video game parody I had in mind for almost a year, a Resident Evil parody that would become Resident Nudist.

 Resident Nudist was originally written as a POV solo model shoot in which the heroic police character would lead the survivor through a house of monsters only to be stripped and humiliated in embarrassing panties. Eventually she escapes but is naked. Although she is safe, she becomes frustrated at the commune because food, weapons, and supplies are not enough, she has sexual needs. This would lead her to finding one of the monsters and have sex with them, with an amusing end scene where she and the monster share a cigarette in bed right before they are caught.

Once Elle signed on, I knew there would be potential to make this more exciting with the addition of a scientist that leads the officer around advising her to take items. In the original game, you have to carry items to survive, some of them weapons, others are objects needed to unlock traps to get to the next stage. You have a limited amount of space to carry things and some of the challenge is figuring out what to let go. With this idea, I thought it would be a great way to have someone's pants fall down, wouldn't it be funny if in having to carry so many items, her pants would eventually surrender to gravity and fall, exposing her embarrassing underwear?

 Re-writing the script with two characters went by quickly and I loved the revision. I had a hunch that two models acting off of each other would be funnier than someone acting alone. Plus, who doesn't want to see two people get stripped and embarrassed? The biggest pain in the behind was costumes, more specifically finding embarrassing underwear. I had a lab coat and police outfit for Izzie and Elle, but finding embarrassing underwear for each video is a fun, but sometimes difficult, challenge because I do not want to buy from Amazon, Target, or Wal-Mart unless I absolutely have to. So Ebay is where I turn to and have had success in the past. Unfortunately, I've had a few instances where the item I ordered didn't arrive or in this case, was never actually shipped by the time Elle and Izzie would arrive. 

I was not worried because this was a minor issue. Since filming ENF I have had a collection of cute, embarrassing underwear for shoots. Luckily, Elle and Izzie are great to work with because they are also willing to help in this area. When they arrived they each had their own travel case full of costume choices, Elle even went out and bought some cute panties that would be a key part of the story - Lilo and Stitch panties! I don't require models to buy items if they do not have them, that's usually an expense I'll cover. I was pleasantly surprised and touched that Elle bought several items for the videos we planned to shoot that day and the idea of both characters being caught wearing Stitch underwear was an unplanned but very funny idea that we would use in jokes throughout the story.

 

 

If you're an ENF fan, you know that more times than not, you'll have to explain to someone unfamiliar with ENF what it is. It is a conversation I love to have but it is a little tricky to explain that while yes it is a kink that for many folks it is something they find arousing, the tone is meant to be more silly and funny than it is overly sexual. For models new to ENF, I've enjoyed directing them to find their comedic voice and capturing the embarrassed tone. I like it because every model's voice is different and their embarrassment acting is also different. For example, Izzy's improv skills are fantastic, she delivers dialogue in a no-nonsense, take charge way so that when her character gets stripped to embarrassing underwear, it portrays a great contrast with mocking her no-nonsense demeanor. Dr. Elle played a scientist who was kind and playfully mocked Izzy's cute Stitch underwear, as an NPC she unfortunately could only laugh at Izzy's embarrassing situation but couldn't carry any items herself. So when Dr. Elle finally gets stripped, her anger at Izzy is a complete 180 from her nice demeanor that I thought was a great embarrassing choice. Anger and embarrassment are actually two emotions that link quite well and seeing someone angry from being embarrassed is not something I often see, usually it's someone timidly covering up and begging for clothes, so it was awesome to see Elle develop her own ENF voice.

 

With Elle and Izzie having worked together before, it made for great onscreen chemistry. They riffed off each other well, I didn't need to do a lot of coaching with story dialogue, I would give them some general plot points and they would run with it. Their chemistry was so good, I actually ruined some takes because I couldn't stop myself from laughing at their jokes. I still laugh at some of their jokes and to me that is a great sign of a good ENF parody, it has to be silly in addition to the exposure. Dressing up as the tongue monster would also be part of the fun, the hardest part was not being able to see because the costume required two hoods to give me a blank face. Again, I didn't need to do a lot of acting because once Izzie grabbed me out of the closet and pinned me against the wall, I just let them riff while acting as if I was struggling to escape from the clutches of Dr. Elle and Officer Izzie looking for sexual gratification.

 

The tropes I wanted to pull from Resident Evil were stocking on items causing someone's pants to fall, Zombies and monsters ripping off clothes, and navigating through a creepy house with traps that would require people to strip naked. ENF is straight forward to shoot, the fun as a director is collaborating with models with the use of lighting, costume, props, to get a certain tone. Horror is one of my favorite movie genres and this was a blast to problem solve how to get lighting to reflect scary in an otherwise silly video. So if you're a fan of the Resident Evil franchise or a fan of ENF, give Resident Nudist a watch. Both Izzie and Elle knocked it out of the park and this was the second video we shot that night, meaning, you'll another one in the future. 

 

 

 

 

How Platonic Friendship Evolved into Exposing Ourselves on Film

 

Today marks the day a bonus video, Demon Humiliates a Cum Faerie in her Princess Panties gets released. It features myself as the Demon and my long time, closest friend and play partner, Ly Lyra. I think everyone at one time gives thought to the idea of having sex on camera. It's not something I ever thought would be serious or likely to happen, at least not until I began shooting ENF films. I always thought it might be fun to do, but my real job would make it hard to do so, thus requiring me to wear a mask. I didn't think it would ever happen because I value my professional relationship with the models I work with and do not ask about any sex scene because it would impact the trust we have in our working relationships, it also makes an assumption that they want to which I do not want to make. 

So when Ly asked to do a humiliation scene with me, wanting to be ravished and embarrassed, I knew they post their own pictures on their OF and thought, this could be a special moment to capture an embarrassment scene on film to share with their fans as well as y'all. So what made me change my mind? Ly is someone I felt safe being naked on camera with, even with my own insecurities about my body and sex from my own past traumatic moments. This trust doesn't happen overnight, it is something that developed over time. We've known each other for over a decade, being close friends who also enjoyed casual sexual . Ly is someone who also helped me grow from a social justice perspective, helping me think critically about systems of oppression across capitalism, ableism, misogyny and racism. We also supported each other during our own rough times. Our own paths in grad school had us move away from each other, but we kept in touch. Every time we reunited it was a joyful moment in reconnecting and filling each other's cup with our love and positive energy. 

Ly was one of the first play partners I got to explore kink with. I still think fondly of those moments, it was  a powerful, hot energy where we both enjoyed mixing elements of impact play with sex. I also loved the communication we engaged in throughout, discussing what safe words we wanted to use and aftercare to make sure we were both okay.Years later, when they visited the states again, they were the first person I got to tie after I began my rope practice. Again, this was a groundbreaking moment in kink for me because I got to see the power and magic of tying someone up, both of us conjuring an intimate closeness while creating visually stunning art. 

 

With each kinky scene we created together, we would check about what we liked about the scene, what we found fulfilling about it and more importantly, how every scene strengthened our connection. I felt safe with Ly, expressing my dominant, sometimes bully-ish mean side, and also showing my naked body to. I also felt safe with Ly as a play partner because I know they would be honest in discussing what they are and not okay with. Because we felt safe with each other, we both agreed with filming our play scene together, which is what led to the video we shot. this would still come with a lot of anxiety and intimidation with shooting a sex scene and it was also exciting.

 A point of connection for embarrassment play with Ly was panty play, which as you all know is my favorite. This may have started last year when in about to play with Ly, they realized the underwear they had on was something they legitimately felt embarrassed being seen in. The natural feeling of embarrassment while we played was something they found exciting as much as it was embarrassing for them.

 

 

Posted with permission 

 I had just the cute pair I wanted them to wear for our scene. They wanted to act as a fairy, the idea is having a Demon rip off their wings before ravishing them. That was the concept and with that I added a script with some ENF elements, exposing the faerie in cute, polka dotted, princess panties. In terms of sex acts we negotiated, the idea of cumming on them appealed to me and that's where the term "Cum fearie" came up. With this premise, we had a beginning, middle, and end, stripping, dry humping, and cumming. So what was actually going to happen then for the scene itself?

 This is where one of my biggest challenges was, trusting the creative process and not planning. I'm someone who is used to planning a lot, from ordering costumes a month in advance, to planning out the shots and the script in my head. I was able to do some of that, I know the room I wanted to use, I knew the angle I wanted to use, but i wasn't sure how my own body wold handle being on camera, aware that I was being filmed while I also had to act as a mean Demon who spanks the faerie into submission before doing a sexual act that is very goal focused.Not only that, i had to make sure we were in frame so that we were on camera. Sex is an intimate, special act, that can be impacted when my anxiety brain kicks in. So shooting a sex scene involved a lot of multitasking - making sure the camera s were running, staying present to enjoy the moment, also listening to Ly to make sure they were okay, making sure I could hear their safe words if they said them. Adding to this was the mask I wore which blocked some of my vision. This definitely impacted how I tie rope because I was less able to check the length of my tails. I knew shooting porn wasn't as easy as it looked, but it was an interesting and fun experience. As with many kink scenes, this scene will stand out for me for years to come, because even though I was keeping track of the cameras, Ly''s reactions, and making sure I was staying in character, I was present the entire time. I was doing the thing I love most - Topping kinky humiliation with spanking, rope, and verbal humiliation, and we got to capture it on film for everyone to see. Ly and I didn't have a beat-by-beat setup of what we were going to do, we listened to each other's energy, I loved how I used a simple tie, using it to pull Ly close when I needed or to push them down, alternating between groping them, spanking them, or gagging them with my fingers. 

 We both are very proud of this video. What I like most about it is it captures things in kink that I find hot - stripping, embarrassing panties, spanking, rope, and I got to share it with someone I love. It's special to me because I think it's a good reflection of me and my relation to kink. I know sex and raunchier forms of it are not everyone's preference with embarrassment and exposure. I do like it from time to time, and in my view, I saw this as making an ENF video but a more personal touch as I"m exposing to you all parts of my I otherwise would keep private - my body, and my relationship with others. For those who do buy this video, we hope you like it, we are quite proud and very lucky to get to fuck because we find each other hot. I also want to wish Ly a Happy Birthday and many thanks for your friendship, your wisdom, and your kind, radical heart. Without you I don't think I would have had the connection to my sex magic that I am flourishing with now, so I honor and appreciate that you're in my life. If you don't follow Ly, change that now and subscribe to their OF and give them a kind gift as they have blessed me with theirs.